A million brains, billions of souls

hearing that news made me a little sad, somehow.

there's some happiness in it too, because maybe it could be tried one more time,

but it's sad knowing someone has to go through the same phase again, a phase that was promised would never happen again.

but looking at my own life, there are always ups and downs, always climbing and falling, always one step forward and 2 steps back.

haha, maybe that's just a justification, an excuse to chase again.

but i think that's it, this brain has already run all the numbers.

at work i was told to find an assistant, someone to help out so we can move on to new things again, not doing the same daily tasks over and over, the kind that can't move us forward.

found a candidate with a great background, but the salary they asked for was too big for a junior. but as a company that wants to move forward, we have to be willing to pay for someone that good.

i talked to the head about putting part of my salary towards this new hire. if you want change, if you want to move forward, at least there has to be some sacrifice.